It's happens a lot when I have intense feelings inside that I seem to be comfortable expressing in Arabic.

Not to mention that I'm worse when writing in English!!

Anyway, about yesterday...

I think it's good that a person can be aware of his own feelings, his own mood.. What makes him feel sad or happy, angry or just feeling down..

And writing it down helps me track myself..

Maybe this is also why I write or quote some words on the first page of every book I finish reading.. Along with the date of finishing it.

It's either about how I feel at that period of time, or something I read that really touches my heart..

It's kind of landmarks in my life.. How my feelings and my personality develop/change..

The same is here.

Yesterday I was feeling so desperate for a relief.. a way to get out my anger, my sadness, the feeling of loneliness..

and just of the record... I felt much much much better by the end of yesterday.. of course my fiancé had his spell :)

No I'm not kind of a moody person.. But I can be easily drifted toward a worse mood whenever there is a trigger.. And it's only about big issues I have in my life..

I do have some big issues that I've learned how to deal with .. And it's not necessarily "dealing with" .. Most of the time it's just "ignoring"!

And whenever there is a trigger… a reminder of such issues.. Booom, it hits me!

Anyway, I'm feeling much better now.

Hope I "keep up" J